Tired.

I am tired of hurting guys, tired of not knowing, tired of living in limbo. Tired of saying goodbye, of not having a weekend, of being undisciplined. Of worrying my mother and not telling my father the truth. Of being selfish or too selfless and trying to discern the difference. Tired of lacking.

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Even youths shall faint and be weary, and young women shall fall exhausted; but they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint. Isaiah 40:31

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A promise for renewal deeper than sleep...